I’m learning
the names for things from my childhood—plants, clouds, the shifting of sands. I
didn’t know most of these even though I was an outdoors girl. My parents
weren’t naturalists, and neither was I, really. I just took in but didn’t name.
But now with my trusty National Audubon Society
Field Guide to Florida, among other books, I’m educating myself.
I know much
more about Maine, the common names and something of the habits of most of what
surrounds me. Maybe it’s because I moved to Maine when I was twenty-three, and
here is where I grew into adulthood and the next level of consciousness.
Bu now as I
“return” in memory to my growing up in Florida, I need to learn the names of
things. As Gary Snyder says in “What You Should Know to be a Poet:”
all
you can about animals as persons.
the
names of trees and flowers and weeds.
names
of stars, and the movements of the planets
and
the moon.
your
own six senses, with a watchful and elegant mind
.
For me, it
means using something as “the best kind of metaphor,” as poet Constance Hunting
once said, “the kind that springs directly from the subject matter.” A “daisy” can
be one kind of metaphor, a “prickled-stem rose” another, and “rambling roadside vetch” still another. Specificity
counts.
Take what we
kids called stickerburrs, for example. Stickerburrs were the bane of a barefoot
Florida childhood. I find the photo of one, close-up, in Audubon, and it tells me they are properly called “sandspurs,” or
locally, “coastal sandspurs.”
Of course--sandspurs! As in Sandspur Motel, Sandspur Bar & Lounge, Sandspur
Apartments, Sandspur Drive. How could I have missed the connection? The “tiny,
roundish, greenish to beige burrs enclose minute flowers in 4” clusters” and
are “often sprawling.”
That’s how
we kids knew them—sprawling—low-growing enough to be half hidden from young
eyes in the rough St. Augustine grass that passed for lawns in Florida or
almost buried under the sand in an open area. A joyful, heedless dash through
the dune down to the beach or across the lawn could end in a dead stop, then a
hobble to a place to sit to examine your foot. You had to curl your foot as you
limped so you didn’t put your weight on the burred part. (“CAUTION: Burrs
sharp,” Audubon says.) I never
noticed the minute flower, although Audubon
has sandspurs filed under the wildflower section.
Sandspurs were inescapable. “Habitat: Beaches,
pinelands, sandhills, fields, disturbed areas”—that pretty much described most
of coastal Florida. As you got older, you developed a keen sense of
watchfulness for the thin linear stalk rising out of its surroundings and the
nasty hard ball, no bigger than a toenail, armored with spurs tough enough to
stick into a car tire.
Even after
you pulled the ball of burr out, there could be a couple of “prickers” left
embedded that might take a mother or tweezers to get out. And sometimes even
they failed.
So where’s
the metaphor here? Perhaps it’s the burrs of family dynamics, the alcoholic
disappointments that seemed to jump onto you and embed in young skin no matter
how watchful you might be.
I've loved the quote from Gary Snyder and taken it to heart all these years. And I too know those sandspurs from winter camping on Cayo Costa Island for 10 winters when my kids were little. I love this exploration of names and metaphors. A good lead to follow!
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