Ah--summertime, and the blogging thins out.
The other evening I was driving through the beautiful warm night in an effort to relax my dog, Max, who is intensely freaked by thunderstorms and firecrackers. I knew the Searsport Fourth of July fireworks (re-scheduled to the sixth, thanks to the fog) would begin any minute, so I drove us to Northport and back, slowly with "no particular place to go."
The night air flew around the car and Max's ears flapped outside the window. I enjoyed the car's hum, so self-contained and private. What can be better than a warm night ride? Here is an excerpt on the topic:
"In the early days before my brother was born,
when it was just me and no car air conditioning, my parents drove all night through
the Southwest to escape the heat of the day. It was the beginning of the
aerospace industry, and my father followed the jobs around the country with his
GI Bill engineering degree—Long Beach, Norfolk, Maryland, and later, Cape
Canaveral.
It would have been some kind of Chevrolet coupe
we were in, second-hand. That’s what he
always drove, and I still associate the rounded lines and grinning grills of
the early 1950s models with the possibilities of family.
In the
mornings, we pulled into a motel where I amused myself with books and dolls
while they slept. My mother woke late morning and took me to the pool so my
father, the driver, could get a few more hours’ sleep. After lunch in the car,
he would tell jokes and sing loudly in what he called his “whiskey tenor.”
“When the moon hits the eye like a big pizza pie, that’s amore,” he sang, never finishing a whole song.
We drove through the afternoon and evening, the
desert landscape rolling by. After a long sunset, the funnel of the headlights
revealed just what was necessary to know of the road ahead. My parents talked
through the night quietly or not at all, my four-year-old self witness to this
dashboard light intimacy.
Eventually I climbed into the rounded window
shelf above the back seat and hypnotized myself with the passing lights fading
away into darkness as the radio played softly and my father sang along from
time to time. Patsy Cline, Hank Williams, Flatt and Scruggs, music that was
always best with a bit of nighttime static behind it conveying great distances,
distances traveled and those left to go.
I was too young to have understood the
situations they were singing about in those songs, but the music told me
everything I needed to know. The “high
lonesome sound” drifted around the car while the hot air poured through my
father’s window, his elbow languishing on the door. The singer’s plaintive
story-telling, the dobro’s call, the pedal steel guitar pulling long and low,
the fiddle alternating between joy and sorrow—this was life, I came to imagine,
or at least my father’s idea of life. My mother preferred show tunes with a
happily ever after.
I couldn’t have explained it until much later,
but it was through that car radio I first learned about loneliness and longing
and loss, real or imagined. I heard how they wrapped around each other in
harmony and traveled together with us through the hot night on invisible waves
of air."
(Excerpt from "On On Our Own Road" in Hullabaloo on the Space Coast: A Memoir of Place, copyright Linda Buckmaster, 2012).
